There are days I wonder if I am the world's biggest fool.
I wonder if all my efforts are for naught.
I wonder if everything I have done the last several months is just going to blow up in my face.
I wonder seriously if I will survive it if it does.
The worst part?
I can't even have the conversations that need to be had to confirm what I suspect...at least not right now.
How can people be so freaking cruel to others?
Lie and pretend and hide things.
It's just blows my mind.
I am not naive...I know people like that exist...but I just really never expected to encounter those kinds of people in my daily life.
I am so lost.
I don't know what to do.
I do know that whatever happens, it WILL NOT be because of me.
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