Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Blogging from A - Z April Challenge--D





D--Dogs

We currently have 3 dogs....

This is Bruno....he is very laid back, very well behaved.  He and his brother (below) are Hungarian Vizslas.  They are truly beautiful dogs. 

 


 This is Bruno's brother, Red...not so laid back, not so well behaved...he is very very hyper.


 And this is Zeus....when he was a puppy.  I can't find the more recent picture of him (which is still a year or so old).  He is now 6 years old, so much much larger, as he is a yellow lab.  He also primarily stays outside.  He's a pretty good dog and lets us know when anyone is in the yard that he doesn't recognize.





Monday, April 4, 2011

Blogging from A - Z April Challenge--C






C--Children

I am the blessed and proud mom of 4.

Kyrstyna


 Christopher


 Kraig


 Kyle


 Christmas 2010








MMoM






1. If you had to eat only one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
oh wow...I don't know...v8 juice (at least it has a variety of nutrients)


2. Do you write your blog posts in advance or the day you post them?
usually just moments before they are posted...


3. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
I have twice...once with my now oldest son but at the time youngest child and again in 2004 when I was transferred to another hospital for a higher level of care


4. What is your favorite candle scent?
usually vanilla...but I just got a scentsy warmer not too long ago...I got Vanilla Cream which is a very soft scent (don't really like it since I can't really smell it), Skinny Dippin' which smells pretty good, and my new favorite, Perfectly Pomegranite...mmmm


5. Coffee or tea?
herbal tea...used to be Celestial Seasonings Sleepytime, but the store was out a few weeks ago, so I had to choose a new one...Honey Vanilla Chamomile, also by Celestial Seasonings...O M G...it is so so good!

FMM



FMM: Describe Your Dream Mate



I'm not sure why I'm even doing this one....because I honestly don't believe a "dream" mate exists.  The man I met 20 years ago I thought was my dream.  That dream died probably about this time last year, although I tried so very hard to hang onto it until January of this year, when I realized everything I thought I knew, everything I thought he was, everything I thought we had and had shared...was a lie.  Everything he had told me all of last year was not because he valued our marriage or our life together...it was because I provided an income and insurance he didn't and doesn't have and because of our children.  He is now my living nightmare while at the same time the "dream" to someone else....

My next potential partner IF there is to be one should be:
     *honest
     *willing to prove that I can trust him
     *kind
     *able to let me express my emotions without taking offense
     *compassionate
     *caring
     *loyal
     *dependable
     *organized
     *clean/hygienic
     *able to have a good time
     *gainfully employed
     *able to take care of himself (and a potential family)
     *fun
     *religious/spiritual (and a member of my same faith)
     *faithful (by all definitions of the word)
     *able to have reasonable expectations regarding my time and obligations
     *outdoorsy
     *willing to travel
     *affectionate (in public but not overly so)
     *ok with "no not tonight"
     *good with children (but not want any more)
     *un-controlling
     *willing/able to talk and listen
     *willing to do what is necessary to work through issues, disagreements, etc
     *somewhat educated (at least able to spell decently)
     *accepting of my verbal limitations
     *non blaming
      *willing to let me be me, have me time, have my friends

****in short...not be narcissistic in any way that is harmful to himself or others****










All About Me



1. Did you pull a prank this year?
I did not


2. Did you get pranked?
I did....see question number 2 in this post or the post in question 3 below



3. Tell me about a memorable prank.
there have been several meme questions related to April Fools....see this post


4. April Fools Day: good harmless fun, a game for kids, or a reason to lock yourself indoors for the day?
usually harmless fun....certainly no reason to lock myself indoors


5. What is one goal you would like to achieve this month?
get all my blog lists back on my blog that I lost last week when I changed my background...actually, I'd kinda like to get this one done this week

6. How often do you talk to your mom?
since we live in the same house...multiple times a day, but probably not as often as most people think either

7. Tell me about a news story that truly shocked you.
hearing that there was damage to the hospital where I work from the storms this morning....I took the day off to go with my son on his field trip...but it was cancelled due to the weather. I ended up going with a friend to the doctor, so wasn't home when it was on the news...apparently some windows were blown out (possibly in the doctor's office bldg, the flag pole on the top level of the parking garage is bent, and there is some damage to the bldg itself somewhere as insulation is visible.  Should be interesting to hear about tomorrow when I return.


Sunday, April 3, 2011

General Conference Recap....My Thoughts

This week's post on LDW Magazine.....

So…I considered not posting this week due to Conference because if any of you are anything like me, then you have much to ponder already and I know I can in no way measure up to what has been shared this weekend. But what I did decide is share some of the thoughts I was able to capture in my notes that touched my heart…there are more that I just wasn’t able to get down. I made notes as to which talks I need to review to recap (although I review all of them when they are available in print anyway).

Just note that I wrote what struck me at the time I heard it…I will make the application to my life when I can read them in print. Also, what I wrote may or may not be exact quotes…in trying to keep up, I paraphrase and I also tend to write much messier, so I have to decipher my own handwriting as well.

I will put the quotes into my Scripture Journal I will soon be creating. I had heard of Scripture Journals some time ago, but when I had the time to explore it, could find NOTHING to guide me. In between sessions on Sat, I discovered The Redheaded Hostess…and O M G…she is simply amazing. Be prepared to spend a lot of time on her site….I will be!


Saturday Morning Session


L. Tom Perry
“the sacrament was made for man, not man for the sacrament

Jean Stephens
“what can we learn from children: humility, reverence, kindness, service, believing heart, faith, testimony, optimism, hope, charity, courage, trust, meekness, obedience, be teachable…”

“gospel truths found a place in my heart”

“behold your children”


Walter Gonzalez
“show others what our church can add to what they are already doing”


Kent Richards
“Pain is a gauge of the healing process”

“Pain teaches patience”


Quentin Cook
(this one made me cry…..) “many hands stand ready to help single moms”

*my “to do” from his talk: keep a list of favorite scriptures in my purse


President Henry B. Eyring
“turn sympathy into unselfish service”

“You cannot give yourself poor”

“A person cannot give a crust to the Lord without receiving a loaf back”

“when we join hands to serve, the Lord unites hearts”


Saturday Afternoon Session

Boyd K. Packer
“love one another and frankly forgive others”

“If you are carrying a burden, let it go”

“If you have been offended, forget it, forgive it, leave it alone”

“husband is the head of the home; wife is the heart of the home”

“nothing you do will bring _____ back; anything you do will make it worse”

“it is not easy to be LDS, but in the end, it is the only religion that works”


Russell M. Nelson
“we live to die, and we die to live…again”

“the only death that is premature is the one of he who is unprepared to meet God”

“do not let our fears displace our faith”

“Gods’ angels are ever on call to help us”

“it takes faith to obey, and obedience strengthens faith”

“pray with an eternal perspective”

“those who diligently follow the Lord will suffer persecution”

“faithful saints do not face battles alone”


Richard Maynes
“Families are like a rope; each strand woven together makes us stronger.”


Dallin H. Oaks
“Desire dictates our priorities; Priorities shape our choices; Choices determine our actions.”

“The desires we act upon affect our changing, achieving, becoming.”

“3 requirements of action: desire, labor, faith”


Sunday Morning Session

President Dieter F. Uchtdorf
“turn down the volume of the world so we can hear the whisperings of the Spirit that can often only be heard with our hearts”

“answers to prayers don’t come while on knees, but while on our feet”

“in answering the prayers of others, we will receive the answers to our own”

“Preach the gospel at all times, and if necessary, use words.—St. Francis of Assissi”

“Blessed are they that have not seen, but yet believe.”


Paul V. Johnson
(I made a note that this talk was for ME…but was so busy listening, I didn’t write much down)

“afflictions provide a trial of our faith”

“The only way to see the view is to make the hike.”


David Bednar
“sincere desire and worthiness invite revelation to our life”

“to receive revelation we need a faithful heart, honest intent, and belief that we will receive”

“revelation will enlighten your mind, enlarge your heart, protect and direct you and your family”


President Thomas S. Monson
“Temples are filled with faith and fasting. They are built of trials and testimony. They are sanctified by sacrifice and service.”

“Until you have entered the temple and received the blessings there, you have not received all the church has to offer.”

*my to do from his talk: put a picture of a temple in every room in my home

“temples are a beacon to the world and an expression of our testimonies”

“Be good citizens in the nations where we live; Be good neighbors in our communities.”


Sunday Afternoon Session


Richard G. Scott
(this one was hard for me to listen to as my marriage ended as a result of infidelity, among other things)

“be faithful mentally as well as physically”


Todd Christofferson
“The gospel is a plan to help us be what the Lord wants”

“we should willingly accept and seek correction”

“Correction persuades us to repent—the Lord chastens those He loves”

“Correction refines and sanctifies us—we must be tried in all things to be prepared for great things”

“Correction redirects our course—told a story about a gardener” *this story was for me

“A sign of selfishness: when one who is in a position to correct, but does not.”


Carl B. Pratt
“payment of tithing does not have to be related to cash income”

“tithing is not a matter of money, but of faith”

“the lord’s richest blessings are spiritual”


Lynn Robbins
“To Do -- To Be”

“To Do—what we are, what we do, an activity, a check off item”

“To Be—who we are, a process, part of our nature, not finished”

“one without the other is hypocrisy”

“The things we do should be evidenced by our ‘to be’ “

“consider a difficult child a blessing”


Scott Grow
Story about his brother falling away and eventual return to fellowship

“the atonement heals not only the transgressor, but also the innocent victims of the transgressor. When the victim forgives the transgressor, the Savior heals the heart of the victim.”


Jeffrey R. Holland
“The gospel is to comfort the afflicted and afflict the comfortable.”

“If we teach by the spirit, and you listen by the spirit, we will hear the message intended for us.”

“bedlamites”



Sunday Stealing



51. Make up a definition for the following silly words...
Fruitgoogle: the sound fruit makes with squished
Ambytime: the time between sheer exhaustion and the point of no return, when you've forced yourself to stay awake and are no longer in control of what you say or do
Asscactus: can I just insert a picture of the type of person this might describe...got a couple in mind



52. What was the last thing you made with your own hands?
I am crocheting preemie hats to donate to the hospital NICU where I work, I also make cards and I scrapbook


53. What was your favorite toy as a child?
barbie


54. How many TV’s are in your house?
5, 6 if you count the one that is not hooked up



55. What is your favorite thing to do outside?
take walks in the park, by the lake or river or any water, listen to the sounds of nature (as long as it's not a creepy crawly or stinging creature)


56. How do you feel when you see a rainbow?
reverent, inspired, and ever mindful that the Lord keeps his promises


57. Have you ever dreamt a dream that came true?
thankfully ...no


58. Have you ever been to a psychic/tarot reader?
been to one...no...but I used to watch John Edwards on TV...loved that show


59. What is your idea of paradise?
white sand beach, blue crystal clear water, umbrellas on the beach....peace and contentment in my life and those around me


60. Do you believe in god and if so what is he/she/it like?
i do...He is a parent, like me...gives directions with promised blessings or consequences, loves unconditionally, wants us to do the right thing and is waiting for us to come to Him and to eventually return to Him


61. Do you believe in Hell?
i do, but not in the same way as most Christian churches.  In my faith, we believe in different "levels", if you will,  of Heaven. Hell exists, but is reserved for the most evil, wicked souls.  The other  places, or levels of Heaven etc are beautiful beyond measure, and which we go to is determined by our faithfulness and obedience in this life


62. What one thing have you done that most people haven't?
I've seen both coasts of the US....lived in West Berlin while the wall was still up (wouldn't say most people haven't...just most people I know haven't)


63. What is the kindest thing you have ever done?
i do many kind things....and i don't "rate" them...I just do them because it's the right thing to do


64. Have you gone to WTIT's facebook page and hit "like" yet? If not, why not? (No pressure.)
i have not...or at least I don't think I have....simply because I didn't know there was one...


65. What holiday should exist but doesn't?
um...not sure I've ever considered one that should


66. What holiday shouldn't exist but does?
this year, i would say Valentine's Day...but that is not a consistent thought process; um....being that I live near and work in Memphis, I will probably regret saying this...but MLK day.  (Cowering from the glares and ill intent)...he did much good and great things...bu so did and have alot of others, and they don't have holidays...or streets...or parks....or....whatever else named after them


67. What's the best joke you ever heard?
i'm gonna keep this to myself (it's not really a "joke" in the sense that this question is being asked...more of a "the joke's on you" kind of thing)


68. Where is the most fun place you have EVER been?
Camping at Tellico Plains in East TN


69. Is your hair natural or dyed?
depends....it is colored to be what my natural color used to be...


70. Do you have any deep dark secrets or are you pretty much up front?
I have things I keep private...but no deep dark secrets


71. What is under your bed right now?
a whole heap of dust bunnies...and a washrag that got caught under the leg of the bed when I turned it a few months ago


72. If you were in the Land of Oz would you want to live there or go home?
depends on if my children are with me or not....but probably come home


73. If you drive do you frequently speed?
frequently... no; sometimes, yes


74. What is the world's best song to dance to?
anything with a good rhythm


75. What song was on the last time you danced with someone?
i don't remember the song...it was New Year's 2004 into 2005


Saturday, April 2, 2011

Patricks Saturday Six



1. How many times have you forwarded an email only to discover the information in it was false?
not sure...I don't forward a lot of them anymore simply because 1--I find them useless and a waste of time and 2--I don't have time


2. Did you get any jokes played on you this April Fools’ Day?
well....it was actually on thursday (why I don't know)...but our receptionist and another employee taped a dollar bill to a piece of twine and taped the other end to the floor and laid the dollar bill on the floor..so it looked like someone had dropped it.  When someone (aka myself and several others in the dept) picked it up, it slipped out of our hands (or in my case, looked like it had a piece of hair on it, which freaked me out). 



3. What’s the worst joke you recall being played on you?
2010...only it wasn't a joke, and it was/is definitely not funny


4. Take the quiz: Are You Easily Fooled?
I can answer this without taking the quiz...YES


5. At your workplace, are you more likely to be the victim of a prank or the instigator?
victim, as evidenced by the answer to question number 2...but I have participated in a prank a couple of times...


6. On a scale of 1 to 10, 10 being the greatest, how would you rate your boss’s sense of humor?
9...definitely.  but alas, he resigned last Friday and will be leaving us....


 

six word saturday




oh, what a day i've had


Saturday 9




1. What was the best thing about being 19?
I got married at 19...at the time seemed like a great thing...now, 20 years later...not so sure it was such a hot idea


2. Where would you go if you wanted to spark your creativity?
on a scrapbooking cruise...or any cruise for that matter


3. Complete this sentence: I am embarrassed when...
I speak without thinking first...or I forget something important about my friends and circumstances in their lives.



4. Name 3 fads from your teenage years.
neon clothes, big hair, rolled up pant cuffs


5. What's the best birthday present you've ever had?
picking up my college diploma the day after my birthday in 2003


6. What's your oldest possession?
not sure I can count it as "mine"..but my mom still has some of my school projects that I made in elementary school


7. Do you have any phobias?
true phobias...no.  But I have a list of things I don't like and would prefer not to encounter...spiders, snakes, bees....


8. This is pretty much the start of Spring (regardless of the snow in the east this week!); what's on your to-do list for the next few weeks to transition away from this long Winter we've been having?
hair cut, lose weight, wear bright spring-y colors


9. Which of the 50 states in the U.S. would you rather die than live in?
anyplace cold more than 3 months of the year...I HATE the cold; as much as I hate to be hot, I truly detest the cold


Friday Fill Ins




1. I can't believe he really came by himself.



2. I wish the best for everyone (well, maybe one or two exceptions ;).



3. How can I make  my heart understand what my head has known for years?



4. Eggs and toast was the last thing I cooked.



5. Six of one and six of another, for variety, you know.



6. OH!  nonono! (What I said when I realized I had lost ALL of my blog lists the other day when I changed my blog background.)



7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward buying groceries (well, not really looking forward to...but it must be done), to  tomorrow my plans include taking my oldest son to physical therapy for his sprained ankle, taking my youngest son to Home Depot, watching General Conference, getting my nails done and at some point catching up on my blog hops, and Sunday, I want to watch the remainder of General Conference, take a nap, and work on some of my "projects"!
 

Rock N Roll Friday






Buffalo Springfield.



1. Do I Have to Come Right Out and Say It - Do I have to come right out and say it
Tell you that you look so fine
Do I have to come right out and ask you to be mine
Have you ever struggled to tell someone how you really felt about them?
yep...always.  I am not a verbal person....in person communication is very hard for me...so yes I struggle anytime I have to have a conversation about how I feel or things that are close to my heart


2. Mr. Soul - I was down on a frown when the messenger brought me a letter
I was raised by the praise of a fan who said I upset her
Any girl in the world could have easily known me better
She said, You're strange, but don't change, and I let her.
Have you ever been told that you are strange?
often...but that's ok.  I can live with that. 



3. A Child's Claim to Fame - Well there goes another day
Now I wonder why
You and I
Keep telling lies
Have you ever been lied to on a regular basis by someone that you loved?
yes...probably daily from Feb 2010 to Jan 2011 (that person is now only in my life to finalize our divorce and to see and speak with our children)


4. Sit Down, I Think I Love You - So if you want someone to love you
Pretty babe I'm your guy
It's not much I'm asking of you
Just please give me a try
Have you ever told someone how you felt and been rejected completely?
see the previous question...


5. Broken Arrow - The streets were lined for the wedding parade,
The Queen wore the white gloves, the county of song,
The black covered caisson her horses had drawn
Protected her King from the sun rays of dawn.
They married for peace and were gone.
How do you feel about Kings and Queens of a country like Great Britain?
I think they get a lot of publicity simply for being "royalty" than for the way the manage their country


6. For What It's Worth - There's battle lines bein' drawn.
Nobody's right if everybody's wrong.
Young people speakin' their minds
A-gettin' so much resistance from behind.
Have you ever taken part in a demonstration? If yes, do tell.
no...not my thing



7. Nowadays Clancy Can't Even Sing - To singing in the meaning of what's in my mind
Before I can take home what's rightfully mine
Joinin' and listenin' and talkin' in rhymes
Stoppin' the feeling to wait for the times
Have you ever written a poem? If yes, would you share it with us?
oh....many many many poems...and no, afraid not.  I write primarily for myself, to express my emotions, to release whatever I'm feeling....and they are very private, for myself and perhaps the intended subject. 


8. Bluebird - Listen to my bluebird laugh.
She can't tell you why.
Deep within her heart, you see,
She knows only crying.
Just crying.
Have you ever had to deal with someone suffering from depression?
other than my own current state...not sure.  maybe...


9. On the Way Home - When the dream came
I held my breath with my eyes closed
I went insane
Like a smoke ring day when the wind blows
Have you ever smoked? If you've quit, how did you do it?
absolutely not....GROSS!


10. Burned - Been burned and with both feet on the ground
I've learned that it's painful comin' down
No use runnin' away, and there's no time left to stay
Now I'm finding out that it's so confusin'
No time left and I know I'm losin'
Tell us about a time when you realized that you were losing but could not change the outcome.
see answer to question 3...and add this:  when my husband (pending divorce) left in Jan to go visit his family....I realized that he was not going to change the way he treated me or his children or anyone else in his life.  He was (and is) continuing to do the same things, regardless of the impact it may have on others, in particular his children.  I decided to no longer tolerate that...and told him not to come back. 


11. Flying On the Ground (Is Wrong) - Is my world not falling down
I'm in pieces on the ground
And my eyes aren't open
And I'm standing on my knees
But if crying and holding on
And flying on the ground is wrong
Then I'm sorry to let you down
But you're from my side of town
And I miss you
Who are you missing today?
today...at this moment...my sons, all 3 of them.  One of them I miss always, as he is being cared for by Heavenly Father until I can resume that role.  My other two are spending the night with their father at his hotel room.  The house is very quiet without them.


12. It's So Hard to Wait - You are a man, you understand
You pick me up and you lay me down again
You make the rules, you say what's fair
It's lots of fun to have you there
Who makes the rules in your home?
now?  primarily me...at least in regards to my children


13. Questions - With the questions of a thousand dreams,
What you do and what you see.
Come on lover, talk to me.
Have you ever had to ask someone to explain how they felt because of mixed signals?
again, I refer you to question 3

Fill in the _____ Friday




1. The best prank I ever pulled was ...there are two actually.  The first was not my idea, but I did help pull it off.  My then husband and I had taken my dad to work and were to bring his paycheck home to my mom.  He worked at a place near the river....when we got home, we told my mom that we had dropped his check in the river.  The look on her face was quite priceless....
The other prank wasn't really a prank....I had an ultrasound early in my last pregnancy due to size/date mismatch (basically, I was bigger than I should have been for the number of weeks pregnant I was).  We told my family that I was pregnant with twins....it was a "prank" because my family totally thought it was a prank.....and it was the absolute honest truth.  They didn't believe us until we showed the pictures.


2. The best prank ever pulled on me was at a restaurant for my birthday....I had taken my then only but now oldest son to change his diaper...while I was gone, my daughter and then husband made plans for the staff to sing Happy Birthday to me.  The best part is someone else was having their birthday and had been sung to...so when they came out singing for me, I made the comment "It must be someone else's birthday today."  Duh.



3. A day without kisses and hugs from my children is a day ruined.



4. The most important things in life are faith, family and friends.  I have an abundance of both!


5. I dream of just being me, being happy....just being something other than what I am today.


6. I dread many things, but mostly the unknown.  Not necessarily the unknown future...but the unknown reasons for why things happen.  I totally 100% believe all things happen for a reason..but I'd kinda like to know what those reasons are.  Today.  Now.  Not in the future, not when I meet Heavenly Father.  Right. This. Instant.



7. A discovery I made this week was Words with Friends.  O M G....so. much. fun.  look me up...memrysbymichellle


Five ? Friday





1. Have you ever had surgery?
yep....wisdom teeth removed at age 19 in 1992 (first surgery...I was POSITIVE I was gonna wake up), gallbladder removed in 1997, emergency c-section in 2004, and bilateral (that's both sides) carpal tunnel release in 2008 each a month apart,


2. Ever ride in an ambulance?
yep....once as a mom with my oldest son when he was an infant; and then as a patient in 2004 when I was transferred to another hospital due to premature labor and a higher level NICU

3. How are you in a medical emergency? Panicked? Calm?
a little bit of both


4. Do you have a garden? Flowers or veggies?
nope...but I hope to eventually grow some of my own food and herbs


5. When did you move out of your parents house?
in 1993 or 1994 (but we share a household now and have for a number of years)




Blogging from A - Z April Challenge--B








B--Beach

I love the beach (well, any body of water, really)...but the beach is my favorite.  There is something magical, peaceful, and blissful looking out until the water meets the horizon.  The waves lapping on the shore has such a rythmic sound....we once slept in our car on the beach in Galveston.  It was not a planned trip, but it was so much fun.  I remember the first time I went to Galveston; I was told to face the ocean and open my mouth...salt.  It is in the air, it settles on the windows of the restaurants and businesses along the shorefront. 
Another year, we went on vacation there...and camped at one of the state parks.  We couldn't see the ocean from the campsites, but we could hear it.  My daughter was 5 or 6 at the time...she learned from another family how to make "drip castles".  Our last day there, there was a terrible storm...so bad we tried to find a hotel but they were all full.  I also got sun poisoning that year.  If you've never had it, trust me, it is awful.  I was red as a lobster, swollen, and burned all over--not just sunburn kind of burn, but also a tingly electric kind of burn.  There is (was) a hotel that was over the water...the driveway was a bridge over the beach...I remember sitting under that driveway in the shade, and a woman that passed by told me to take aspirin...it takes the burn out.  She was so right.  I didn't and don't take aspirin as a general rule...but it sure did take the edge off the tingling!

And our last vacation in Galveston, we stayed at that hotel over the water.  The Flagship.  It was awesome.  We were on the top floor (there were only 6)...I remember the first morning we were there...my now oldest son but then youngest child, was just waking up.  As he was mumbling to ask to go outside, he shot straight up in bed, and in the most excited voice practically yelled "we're in Galveston"...and promptly walked to the balcony. 


We went to Corpus Christi one year as well, but I didn't enjoy it as much.  I don't know if it was the time of year, if it was the weather...but there was seaweed everywhere, and jellyfish.  So we couldn't even walk on the beach. 

This is by far the prettiest beach I have seen....it is the beach at La Push Quiluete Indian Reservation outside of Forks, WA. We went to visit my best friend last year...and she lives about 4 hours from Forks. We couldn't be that close and not go....it was awesome.










(He was throwing rocks into the waves and then running as the water came in.)





Friday, April 1, 2011

Blogging from A - Z April Challenge--A









A--Angel

I've not ever been one to believe in "guardian angels".  Don't get me wrong...I believe in angels, I believe they exist around and among us, but not necessarily is the same sense as many do.  Angels are spirits....they live essentially and primarily in Heaven, but also visit us here on Earth, to guide us, to comfort us. And sometimes, truly just to visit. 

My angel is Kyle Gregory.  And I believe that he has visited our family, especially his brother, on occasion, and especially when he was a baby. 

 Kyle--God's finger touched him...and he slept.


Kraig, my youngest son, is a surviving twin...Kyle is his identical twin brother and was born sleeping.  A friend asked me once, when Kraig was a baby, if he ever seemed to know that Kyle wasn't with us.  I told her that oftentimes, when holding Kraig on my shoulder, he would look up towards the ceiling and just start smiling.  So, he was telling us that Kyle was with us.  Kraig is 6 now...and while I can't be certain of his level of understanding (he is one smart cookie, however)...I do know that he knows Kyle is his brother, he knows he lives with Jesus, and he knows that one day we will live with him too.
The day they were born, their father got me an angel figurine.  It is a woman holding an infant child with angel wings sheltering them.  Each year for Christmas, we have bought a figurine of some sort and then just leave the collection out all the time. 


(the one in the back center, to the right of the bear, is the one gotten the day they were born)